This is quite different than cesarean sections in Vegas
http://youtube.googleapis.com/v/m5RIcaK98Yg
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Home this week
Today I feel like I am not enough, I try so hard but I still want to be more. I want to have a better memory. I want to be a better critical thinker, a better wife, a better friend, in better shape and in better health, a better student and a better mother. When I go to Utah, my preceptor praises me up and down to everyone. It is really nice that she has so much confidence in me. I look forward to going to Utah next week and shining in her presence. I am really good at doing just one thing. When I'm there, I am a really good CNM student and don't have to be anything else. At home, I feel stretched thin and don't have the time or energy to really excel at anything. Is mediocre at everything I do enough? The week is almost over and I feel like I haven't done enough housework, didn't spend enough time with my kids, hubby, and friends, didn't make it to the gym enough, and certainly didn't get enough homework done.
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